Archive | February 2016

Parking Lot Ponderings

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Running errands can easily be close to the top of my ‘things I don’t like to do’ list. I would rather clean my whole house from top to bottom than run errands. But as with housework, errands also need to be tackled. And this day, I had run many and had finally reached my last stop. I was tired, hungry and spent…in more ways than one! Not an excuse for what you will soon read…just setting the stage.

Parking Lot Pride: I pulled into the Walmart parking lot, found a good parking space and stopped my car. As I was putting a comb through my hair (knowing how perfect I must look to enter Walmart), out of the corner my eye I spotted two young men going from one person to another, apparently begging for money. My first awful thought was in the form of a very selfish prayer, “Oh Lord, please don’t let them spot me!” But soon one of the young men stood at my driver’s-side-window yelling, “You look great, your hair looks beautiful!” You got it, they spotted me…selfish, prideful, soon-to-be-humbled me!

Parking Lot Praise: So I got out of my car to find that these two young men were wearing matching T-shirts from a ministry in a nearby town. They quickly shared their stories of how the Lord Jesus Christ had come into their lives, how HE had straightened them out and cleaned them up. Now they were in a discipleship program and were working to raise funds in order to support others needing the program as well. The Lord spoke through them so mightily…and I was deeply humbled, especially for wanting to avoid this encounter in the first place.

Praise God, when I am weak HE is strong! We ended up having wonderful fellowship, right there in the parking lot. They allowed me (yes, I know I didn’t deserve it) to share how the Lord had delivered me too, how He had pulled me out of a miry pit and set my feet upon a rock. I shared a story about the cross I have hanging in my office… It is made out of a shattered china plate, and it is more beautiful now than the original china plate had ever been. I encouraged them to continue to let the Lord put the broken pieces of their lives together again. And that they too…more beautiful than every before…will exemplify Christ Himself as He shines through them. These two young men certainly shined on my life this day!

Parking Lot Preaching: One of them had tears in his eyes. I asked him if he had a lot of regret (I do too, I know what it feels like…and what it looks like). He nodded yes as more tears flowed. It’s not too often that I am thankful for my past and the things I regret, but as I shared with him the ways God has brought healing to me, I was truly thankful this day! I shared the verse my first pastor recited to me right after I accepted Jesus… “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.” (2 Cor. 5:17) …And I told him the same thing my first pastor told me, “It is all under the blood!” I encouraged him to fix his eyes on the prize, forgetting what is behind…to focus fully on Jesus and what He wants to do now. Don’t let the enemy use problems, people, your past or anything else to get you down and render you useless for the cause of Jesus Christ. You are no longer a victim; you are a victor in HIM! I apologized for preaching…and they said, “Oh no, thank you!” Wow, I didn’t deserve that either!

Parking Lot Prayer: I was thankful that at one point I did put some money in their bucket, but I was even more thankful that the Lord did not answer my original prayer the way I wanted Him to. I was tremendously blessed by this encounter with these two precious young souls. Before we parted, we prayed together, praised the Lord together for this ‘Holy Spirit ordained parking lot fellowship’ and we hugged goodbye.

My next prayer was quite different than my first. This time I confessed my pride and thanked the Lord for His love, mercy and grace on my life! I thanked Him, and I thank Him still, for the privilege of meeting these two young men. Their names are Timothy and Juanito and I hope you will hold them up in prayer as well. I will never forget them and this lesson learned in a Walmart parking lot. And next time I see someone approaching me or my car out of the corner of my eye…no matter how tired or spent I am…I sincerely hope and pray I will have a better attitude. Will you maybe say a prayer for me too? 🙏☺️

Obedience by George MacDonald (1824-1905)

 

NOTE: This is another one of my old favorites, recently found. Enjoy! Dori 🙂

 

I said: “Let me walk in the fields.”

He said: “No, walk in the town.”

I said: “There are no flowers there.”

He said: “No flowers, but a crown.”

 

I said: “But the skies are black;

There is nothing but noise and din.”

And He wept as He sent me back –

“There is more,” He said; “there is sin.”

 

I said: “But the air is thick,

And fogs are veiling the sun.”

He answered: “Yet souls are sick,

And souls in the dark undone!”

 

I said: “I shall miss the light,

And friends will miss me, they say.”

He answered: “Choose tonight

If I am to miss you or they.”

 

I pleaded for time to be given.

He said: “Is it hard to decide?

It will not seem so hard in heaven

To have followed the steps of your Guide.”

 

I cast one look at the fields,

Then set my face to the town;

He said, “My child, do you yield?

Will you leave the flowers for the crown?”

 

Then into His hand went mine;

And into my heart came He;

And I walk in a light divine,

The path I had feared to see.

 

The Measuring Rod by Delia Porter

NOTE: I have been looking for this story by Delia Porter for some time, finally found it and transcribed it as it was originally written. Though it is lengthy and a bit archaic, I do believe it is well-worth the time it takes to read it. Enjoy! Dori 🙂

I dreamed that I was on my way to school, when suddenly I noticed a great crowd upon the green. People were hurrying to and fro, and when I asked what the commotion was about, a girl said: — “Why don’t you know? It’s Measuring Day, and the Lord’s angel has come to see how much our souls have grown since last Measuring Day!”

“Measuring Day!” said I; “measuring souls! I never heard of such a thing,” and began to ask questions; but the girl hurried on, and after a little I let myself be pressed along with the crowd to the green.

There in the center, on kind of a throne under the great elm, was the most glorious and beautiful being I ever saw. He had white wings; his clothes were a strange, shining sort of white, and he had the kindest and yet most serious face I had ever beheld. By his side there was a tall, golden rod fastened upright in the ground, with curious marks at regular intervals from the top to bottom.

Over it, on a golden scroll, were the words: “The measure of the stature of a perfect man.” The angel held in his hand a large book, in which he wrote the measurements as the people came upon the calling of their names in regular turns. The instant each one touched the golden measure a most wonderful thing happened. No one could escape the terrible accuracy of the strange rod. Each one shrank from or increased to his true dimensions — his spiritual dimensions, as I soon learned, for it was an index of the soul-growth which was shown in this mysterious way, so that even we could see with our eyes what otherwise the angel alone could have perceived.

The first few who were measured after I came I did not know; but soon the name Elizabeth Darrow was called. She is the president of the Aid for the Destitute Society, you know, and she manages ever so many other societies, too, and I thought; “Surely, Mrs. Darrow’s measure will be very high indeed.” But as she stood by the rod, the instant she touched it she seemed to grow shorter and shorter, and the angel’s face grew very serious as he said: “This would be a soul of high stature if only the zeal for outside works which can be seen of men had not checked the lowly, secret graces of humility and trust and patience under little trials. These, too, are needed for perfect soul-growth.”

I pitied Mrs. Darrow as she moved away with such a sad face, to make room for the next. It was poor, thin, little Betsy Lines, the seamstress. I never was more astonished in my life than when she took her stand by the rod, and immediately she increased in height till her mark was higher than any I had seen before; and her face shone so, I thought it must have caught its light from the angel’s, which smiled so gloriously that I envied poor little Betsy, whom before I had rather looked down upon. And as the angel wrote in the book, he said: “Blessed are the poor in spirit; for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.”

The next was Lilian Edgar, who dresses so beautifully that I have often whished I had such clothes and so much money. The angel looked sadly at her measure, for it was very low — so low that Lilian turned pale as death, and her beautiful clothes no one noticed at all, for they were quite overshadowed by the glittering robes beside her. And the angel said, in a solemn tone: “O child, why take thought for raiment? Let your adorning be, not outward adorning of putting on of apparel, but let it be the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is, in the sight of God, of great price. Thus only can you grow like the Master.”

Old Jerry, the cobbler, came next — poor, old, clumsy Jerry; but as he hobbled up the steps the angel’s face fairly blazed with light, and he smiled on him, and led him to the rod; and behold! Jerry’s measure was higher than any of the others. The angel’s voice rang out so loud and clear that we all heard it, saying: “He that humbleth himself as a little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.”

And then, oh, my name came next! and I trembled so I could hardly reach the angel, but he put his arm around me and helped me to stand by the rod. As soon as I touched it I felt myself growing shorter and shorter, and though I stretched and stretched and strained every nerve to be as tall as possible, I could only reach Lilian’s mark — Lilian’s, the lowest of all, and I a member of the church for two years! I grew crimson for shame, and whispered to the angel: “Oh, give me another chance before you mark me in the book so low as this. Tell me how to grow: I will do it all so gladly, only do not put this mark down!”

The angel shook his head sadly: — “The record must go down as it is, my child. May it be higher when I next come! This rule will help thee: ‘Whatsoever though doest, do it heartily, as to the Lord, in singleness of heart as unto Christ.’ The same earnestness which thou throwest into other things will, with Christ’s help, make thee grow in grace.”

And with that I burst into tears, and I suddenly awoke and found myself crying. But oh, I shall never forget that dream! I was so ashamed of my mark.

Do any of my readers know any girl who throws more enthusiasm into everything than into the most important of all — the growth of her Christian character?